Sweet dreams today, nightmare tomorrow.

After reading over a few of my blog posts, I realised I haven't told you a lot about myself.... Well in all honesty that's because I wanted to inspire people to live there life instead of telling them all about my mine, but then how can you be inspired by words with no story? 

My name isn't important, if you know it, great! If not, then I'm just another one of the millions of peoples names you do not know. People say you are where you come from. I disagree. So I wont tell you where I come from, but I will tell you the situations I've been in and the people I have met because THEY make me who I am today. 

 One week ago today I tuned 18. In one week so much has happened and I already feel like I've matured just that little bit more, how cliché is that? I wont go into too much detail about this week and what's happened, but just know the inspirational things I write about on here are usually coinciding with my life. 

 So, a week ago today I was celebrating my 18th with my family and a bottle of Jacques. One week later I had fallen off a motorbike with my knee in quite a lot of pain. I'm okay! it was only bruising, I had to get checked out just in case, but everything was fine. But after all the commotion had stopped and I'd walked back into the centre to fill in paperwork (Urgh! damn health and safety!) and people asked if I wanted them to ring my mum or if I was feeling okay. There was only one thing running through my mind so I said,  "I'm still okay to come in tomorrow, yeah?". 

 So here is my message to you today. Things happen. You have NO idea what will happen in a week from today or even in a few hours. Chances are something will happen that will knock you down (whether it be emotionally or psychically) but you've just got to pick yourself back up. I know what happened isn't a big deal and I'm pretty sure anyone in my place would have done the same thing. And sure, I'm a little worried about it all and the "What if's" But you know what? You only have one chance to do it, there are risks doing anything in the world. So you just gotta go have fun, right? 

I am, are you?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ucvfiy9x69s

Can one hour change your life?

Can it? Can one hour, sixty seconds, really make such an impact on you, that your life has changed forever? 

It took 3 years to build the titanic, and only 2 hours 40 minutes for it to sink. 

It took 102hours, 45minutes and 40 seconds for the Apollo to get to the moon, but only 1 minute for Neil Armstrong to step onto the surface. 

It took 1,364 years for someone to make a hand gun, but it only takes seconds for a bullet to end a life. 

Question: can sixty seconds change your life? 

Answer: it can only take 1 moment to change your life. Whether it's a good or bad, self inflicted or unknown circumstances these moments are everywhere. Possibly even sixty seconds away from now. So yeah, it can change your life... Its how you deal with it that changes who you are.  

Is it better to be the one leaving? Or the one being left behind? 

Your starting a brand new chapter in your life when you leave. It's new and exciting. But you have to endure the pain of leaving loved ones behind, starting from scratch and worst of all seeing how everything has changed and how people have moved on with out. 

If your being left behind you have to watch someone leave and start new adventures. It hurts and makes you want to start the "rest of your life". But you stay with familiarly, its easy, your around everyone you love and you help the place you are in grow and change. 

So what would you prefer to do? I guess in the world we live in today, its hard to know if your coming or going. Hard to know what's right and what's wrong. What's real and what's not. 

Its hard to know what to do in a world that your born alone into. You just have to trust yourself and do thing because YOU think its right and stop relying  on other people so much. Because at the end of the day every decision you make comes from your own actions. But if you don't take chances then what's the point? Your just breathing, not living. 

GO AHEAD, Take chances. Tell the truth. Date someone totally wrong for you. Say no. Spend all your cash. Get to know someone random. Be random. Say I love you. Sing out loud. Laugh at stupid jokes. Cry. Apologize. Tell someone how much they mean to you. Laugh until your stomach hurts. Live life. Regret nothing. Because in the end you'll only regret the things you didn't do. 

I don't wanna fall to pieces

I just want to sit and stare at you

I don't wanna talk about

And i don't want a conversation

i just want to cry in front you

i don't want to talk about it

cus i'm in love you

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BGh0CcbVoPQ

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