If you haven't heard this song, get on it now.....

You got a fast car

And I want a ticket to go anywhere

Maybe we make a deal

Maybe together we can get somewhere

Anyplace is better

Starting from zero got nothing to lose

Maybe we'll make something

But me myself I got nothing to prove

You got a fast car

And I got a plan to get us out of here

I been working at the convenience store

Managed to save just a little bit of money

We won't have to drive too far

Just 'cross the border and into the city

You and I can both get jobs

And finally see what it means to be living

You see my old man's got a problem

He live with the bottle that's the way it is

He says his body's too old for working

I say his body's too young to look like his

My mama went off and left him

She wanted more from life than he could give

I said somebody's got to take care of him

So I quit school and that's what I did

You got a fast car

But is it fast enough so we can fly away

We gotta make a decision

We leave tonight or live and die this way

I remember we were driving driving in your car

The speed so fast I felt like I was drunk

City lights lay out before us

And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder

And I had a feeling that I belonged

And I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone

You got a fast car

And we go cruising to entertain ourselves

You still ain't got a job

And I work in a market as a checkout girl

I know things will get better

You'll find work and I'll get promoted

We'll move out of the shelter

Buy a big house and live in the suburbs

You got a fast car

And I got a job that pays all our bills

You stay out drinking late at the bar

See more of your friends than you do of your kids

I'd always hoped for better

Thought maybe together you and me would find it

I got no plans I ain't going nowhere

So take your fast car and keep on driving

You got a fast car

But is it fast enough so you can fly away

You gotta make a decision

You leave tonight or live and die this way 

Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow.

Yesterday was hard.

Today isn't easier.

Tomorrow wont be better.

But somehow things will change.

My Yesterdays will improve

My Today's will be good

And my Tomorrows will be exciting.

But the most important things I know is that

Yesterdays are memories

Today's aren't guaranteed

And tomorrows are never certain.

Time.

One day when your older, when you've had a career, maybe got married or possibly had children; one day when you have a life you have created for yourself  and you'll be going about your ordinary life. Maybe you'll be picking the kids up from school, driving the car to work, shopping for new clothes or maybe cooking dinner you'll look around and realise just what you have. You'll look up and think about your past and everything has happened and how you "never could have believed what has happened" in your life. Then you'll get that feeling deep down inside where your heartaches and you'll realise that one day your going to die.

One day you'll realise that you can't take your earrings, your phone, or your clothing; your laptop, your car or your any possession with you. You can't take all the money in the world with you or anything we work so hard in the world to get. All you can take with you is the memories you have created, the love you have made and the enjoyment you've had. When you realise that you've only got so much time left. If I tell you you were going to die in the next 10 years, I wonder how that would change your life? What I were to say you were going to die in 48? How would you spend your time? What would you dare do?

Everyone's going to have bad days but try your hardest to make them the best they can possibly be. Time is running out.

Tick Tok

Don't be that person

I want to say that one day in your life you will get that moment when you look outside your window, at your coffee mug or maybe as you lay in bed at night... when you realise what life really is. When you wonder how long you have to be unhappy until you've finalised reach that moment of happiness. When you wonder why your here and if it's worth it.

I want to say you'll only get one of these moments in your life, but truth is you'll get loads of them. Some people more than others and the lucky one's who get it less than others. If you haven't already realised it, then one day you will know that promises are broken and secrets are told. Friends lose interest and people stop trying. People judge before they know and lie while looking directly in your eye. Nothings forever and forever means nothing. Everyone smiles but only few are happy. The more you shut people out, the lonelier you are; but the more you let people in, the more you get hurt. In the journey of finding yourself you loose yourself in the mist of it all and much too often forgotten is what's really important in life. You'll be walked over, used, hated, loved, admired, envied and you'll never even know. You try to hard with people who aren't worth your time when you should be putting it with people who are. People say what they want you to hear and not how they feel. Everyone's looking for something but no one finds anything. Your on your own when you were born into this world and you'll be on your own when you leave. No-one is responsible for you happiness but you and one day you'll realise that you don't have to live the path everyone expects you too. People come in and out of your life far too often. You'll over think, you'll change and grow, things will change and never be like before. Memories are precious but seconds wasted are more. We get hurt to easy and feel to much.

Today there is no message to send you my dear readers, no fight and nothing left to tell you to go fourth and live your life. I feel weak and tired and I wonder how long it'll be before I acutally take my own advice. 

All I want to tell you about is the people who kill all of the caterpillars; and then complain there are no butterflies... don't be that person. 

Love song

Head under water

And they tell me to breathe easy for a while

The breathing gets harder, even I know that

Made room for me but it's too soon to see

If I'm happy in your hands

I'm unusually hard to hold on to

Blank stares at blank pages

No easy way to say this

You mean well, but you make this hard on me

I'm not gonna write you a love song

'cause you asked for it

'cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song

'cause you tell me it's

Make or break in this

If you're on your way

I'm not gonna write you to stay

If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better

Reason to write you a love song today

I learned the hard way

That they all say things you want to hear

And my heavy heart sinks deep down under you and

Your twisted words,

Your help just hurts

You are not what I thought you were

Hello to high and dry

Convinced me to please you

Made me think that I need this too

I'm trying to let you hear me as I am

I'm not gonna write you a love song

'cause you asked for it

'cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song

'cause you tell me it's

Make or break in this

If you're on your way

I'm not gonna write you to stay

If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better

Reason to write you a love song today

Promise me that you'll leave the light on

To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone

'cause I believe there's a way you can love me

Because I say

I won't write you a love song

'cause you asked for it

'cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song

'cause you tell me it's make or break in this

Is that why you wanted a love song

'cause you asked for it

'cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song

'cause you tell me it's make or break in this

If you're on your way

I'm not gonna write you to stay

If your heart is nowhere in it

I don't want it for a minute

Babe, I'll walk the seven seas when I believe that

There's a reason to

Write you a love song today

I would say this was a new start...but in reality it's just a new day...

"One day you'll wake up and realise you do not have to live your life the way you have been told to" 

We're not alone

I just read this from a blog I found on stumble upon. It pretty much touched my heart and describes how I feel...So here it is for all of you to share:

Has your boyfriend been your first love? And the one you want to spend the rest of your life with? Are you not worried about not being with anyone else? Or later regretting that you didn't date more when you were at uni?Anonymous

Dear anon,
Yeah he is my first love, I had crushes and stuff before him but I’ve never loved anyone like I love him. & yeah i’m pretty sure that he’s the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. To answer your question I’m not worried at all that I’ve not been with anyone else & I don’t regret not dating more at uni. I know that he loves me, he looks after and he treats amazingly and has been with me through a lot and I know that I can trust him with my life. I just feel that it’s right between us, I can’t explain the feeling I just know that I don’t want to be with anyone else, when you love someone this much you’ll understand what I mean I’m sure :) Why would I throw all of that away just to have a fling or try it out with someone else. I already have everything I could ever want and more I’d be an absolute idiot to throw that away. People date to try and find that one person they want to spend the rest of their life with. Well I’ve found him, he makes me so happy and I couldn’t imagine anything different - so I don’t regret a thing :) I don’t really believe that anyone should have regrets, just do what makes you happy at the time and hope that it works out for the best- that’s all you can do really :)

Answers

Realising not one person has all the answers. Knowing that your both human and that for this spilt second you are perfect for each other... you just didn't talk enough... you just still don't know each other quite enough... and that scares you because you can never really know someone. This is not a bad thing you just shouldn't let the fear of the unknown keep hurting you... you should realise what you do have and just go for it.

Truth is we hurt ourselves more than anyone else can hurt us with our own thoughts.