Great song, Just sayin...

The looking glass, so shiny and new
How quickly the glamour fades
I start spinning, slipping out of time
Was that the wrong pill to take? (Raise it up)

You made a deal, and now it seems you have to offer up
But will it ever be enough? (Raise it up, raise it up)
It's not enough (Raise it up, raise it up)

Here I am, a rabbit hearted girl
Frozen in the headlights
It seems I've made the final sacrifice

We raise it up, this offering
We raise it up

This is a gift, it comes with a price
Who is the lamb and who is the knife?
Midas is king and he holds me so tight
And turns me to gold in the sunlight

I look around, but I can't find you (raise it up)
If only I could see your face (raise it up)
Instead of rushing towards the skyline (raise it up)
I wish that I could just be brave

I must become a lion hearted girl
Ready for a fight
Before I make the final sacrifice

We raise it up, this offering
We raise it up

This is a gift, it comes with a price
Who is the lamb and who is the knife?
Midas is king and he holds me so tight
And turns me to gold in the sunlight

Raise it up, raise it up
Raise it up, raise it up

And in the spring I shed my skin
And it blows away with the changing wind
The waters turn from blue to red
As towards the sky I offer it

This is a gift, it comes with a price
Who is the lamb and who is the knife?
Midas is king and he holds me so tight
And turns me to gold in the sunlight

This is a gift, it comes with a price
Who is the lamb and who is the knife?
Midas is king and he holds me so tight
And turns me to gold in the sunlight

This is a gift, it comes with a price
Who is the lamb and who is the knife?
Midas is king and he holds me so tight
And turns me to gold in the sunlight

This is a gift

Trying to forgive, but I can't forget

It's not like i'm holding anything against you, I don't want it to be apart of my life as much as you do. It's just when someone hurts you, it's hard to forget. And when it seems like it's getting back there, when it seems nothings changed and it's happenings again, it's makes you remember. And like I said, I wish I could let go. I'm not this person. I'm not a angry person, or a hateful person. I'm not the person who wants to know where you are 24/7 or the person who judges people. I'm NOT this person.

I do however hate it when people think my life is easy or dare I say perfect. Just because I wear a smile on my face and make the most of my opportunities doesn't mean my life is easy. I've just had a lot of practise not to let things gets you down and to keep going. I've had a lot of practice to let things go and move on. But sometimes it's hard.