It's not like i'm holding anything against you, I don't want it to be apart of my life as much as you do. It's just when someone hurts you, it's hard to forget. And when it seems like it's getting back there, when it seems nothings changed and it's happenings again, it's makes you remember. And like I said, I wish I could let go. I'm not this person. I'm not a angry person, or a hateful person. I'm not the person who wants to know where you are 24/7 or the person who judges people. I'm NOT this person.
I do however hate it when people think my life is easy or dare I say perfect. Just because I wear a smile on my face and make the most of my opportunities doesn't mean my life is easy. I've just had a lot of practise not to let things gets you down and to keep going. I've had a lot of practice to let things go and move on. But sometimes it's hard.
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