Goodbye's are hard. It's a reminder that nothing stays the same; everything changes. No-one is going to be here for ever. It's a reminder that ultimately it's your life and your on your own.
Today I had to say goodbye to two people who I only knew for a short period of time, but they made me laugh. They shared interests. They were there in times of need and most of all they inspired me.
Sometimes I think life would be so much easier if we never had feeling. If we never felt pain and distress. If we never had these sad feelings inside of us that we don't understand. If life wasn't sometimes so cruel and heartbreaking for so many reasons. But then, how can you be truly happy with out experiencing the bad moments. How could we appreciate the good?
It's day like today that you feel so lost and you don't understand. You change your decision every day because you're so scared of making the wrong one.
"You live as if you're never going to die; And so die never having lived"
Life is hard. Every day you have a million reasons to cry and give up. But every second brings millions of reasons to keep trying and carry on. Do you really want to look back on your life and say "I'm happy because I have everything I want. I worry about loosing it and wonder what life would have been like if I had done it differently?" Or would you rather say "Everything that went wrong made me appreciate everything that went right. At least I did what I wanted when I wanted and took chances. I'm happy because I want everything I have." Everyone wants to live, yet most of us are just alive....
Goodbyes are hard. But it happens. It's okay not to be okay, but then you gotta pick yourself back up, carry on and wish the best for them.
"There are 86,400 seconds in every day... Tik Tok"
Dedicated to Z & A. - Keep safe and keep on living the dream. I know you will both accomplish great things. Thank you for everything. I miss you already <3
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